until it sleeps...

there shall be a demon seed...

deep within my heart...

growing and plundering my soul...

it scares me...

this pain of mine...

i am an angel...

a dark angel...

full of pain and anguish...

there is a curse, guilt strides with me...

yet a smile shows...

that love and devotion still exist...

even after the countdown is done...

even after the demon is born...

the dark angel lives...

and the angel of love grips its heart...

and they battle within their hearts...

one against the other...

i am the angel...

both fight...

i fight...

for love...

My name is Edwin...
My nickname is Louis... only those I know may call me Louis...

I am male...
I am age 18...
I am Hispanic...
I am engaged ... to the Dragon Queen herself... RivareDragon!...

I am Wiccan...
I am very liberal...
I am heterosexual...
I am a Goth at heart...

I write poetry... of death... and of love...

I love computers... and Java... and Javascript... and html...

I am a computer geek... or so, I seem...

I am a pacifist... yet, love swordsmanship and the martial arts...

I am a feminist... not hard-core...

I am an environmentalist... Gods help the earth... let us work for it...

I am one for equality amongst all... distaste any racism or sexism...

I have a great distaste for spousal abuse...

I love to sketch... when I am inspired...

I love fantasy... Piers Anthony fans: Xanth rocks...

I love music...
celtic... lorena mckennitt... heavy metal... metallica... gwar... manowar... ac/dc...
goth... type o negative... the cure...
alternative... nirvana...
Brit pop... prodigy...
instrumental... yanni...
new age... enya...
90s... obviously...

i have no clue where my female friends get this impression...

but i am told that i am romantic...

that I am nice...

that I am loving...

that I am affectionate...

that I am ... a fantasy...

some may be true...

some are over-expressed by them...

all i know is that i am me...

and this dark angel is a mask...

as is the angel of love...

we all wear masks...

beneath mine...

is what i am...

and i am a messenger...

as all are...

my message is that love is all there is in life to give and receive...

take it in... and share the wealth... for that is what we breath... and all i need...

all it takes to make me happy is a minute of love...

and i am in bliss...